Showing posts with label Bukowski. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bukowski. Show all posts

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Nirvana

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not much chance,
completely cut loose from purpose,
he was a young man riding a bus
through North Carolina
on the wat to somewhere
and it began to snow
and the bus stopped
at a little cafe in the hills
and the passengers  entered.
he sat at the counter
with the others,
he ordered and the
food arived.
the meal was
particularly good
and the coffee.
the waitress was
unlike the women
he had known.
she was unaffected,
there was a natural
humor which came from her.
the fry cook said crazy things.
the dishwasher.
in back, laughed,
a good clean pleasant laugh.
the young man watched
the snow through the windows.
he wanted to stay in that cafe
forever.
the curious feeling
swam through him
that everything
was beautiful there,
that it would always
stay beautiful there.
then the bus driver
told the passengers
that it was time
to board.
the young man
thought, I'll just sit
here, I'll just stay
here.
but then
he rose and followed
the others into the
bus.
he found his seat
and looked at the cafe
through the bus
window.
then the bus moved
off, down a curve,
downward, out of
the hills.
the young man
looked straight forward.
he heard the other
passengers speaking
of other things,
or they were reading or
attempting to sleep.
they had not
noticed the magic.
the young man
put his head to
one side,
closed his eyes,
pretended to sleep.
there was nothing
else to do-
just to listen to the
sound of the engine,
the sound of the
tires in the snow.


Roll the Dice

This is an inspiring poem, one of my personal favourites.
By Charles Bukowski

If you’re going to try,
go all the way.
otherwise, don’t even start.

This could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.

It could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
it could mean mockery,
isolation.
Isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test
of your endurance,
of how much you really want to
do it.
and you’ll do it
despite rejection and the worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.

If you’re going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like that.
you will be alone with the gods
and the nights will flame with fire.

You will ride life
straight to perfect laughter,

it's the only good fight there is.

Charles Bukowski